Over the years I’ve lost whole friend groups, relationships, heck even housing over my relationship with alcohol, specifically within my working environment. I’m the classic bartender that has a shot at end of shift and next thing I know I’m blacked out. How do you stop hating yourself? I’m very new to my sobriety journey and only now being honest with myself, but I feel like I will always just hate my life up until this. How do you find the good within the bad or do you just accept it was bad?