Today is 5 weeks without a drink. Some days are hard and some are easy. My family is really happy I'm not drinking. My boyfriend is really supportive. But I feel like I'm still counting down to a day, one... (More)

I wasn't a drinker until I was.

I didn't drink in college. I started college at 16 and also had to work. I looked too young, was too young, and had too much to do. I had to care for... (More)

I’m trying to be someone that I’m not when I’m drinking. I think I’m a better person, more fun to be around, loveable, silly. I think I’m young, beautiful, skinny, and desirable. I‘m thinking back to the other night and... (More)