Everytime I think I have escaped you I allow you back only to destroy the things I hold most dear. I allow you to control my actions and my my mind nor heart. My actions then cause incredible harm to my relationships with the peple I love most. It destroys my sense of wellbeing, undoes my progress, and leaves me alone and in pain. I have no use for you. I want you out of my life for good this time. Do no visit. Do not call. You are my most abusive relationship and this ends now.