Two years retired after a 31 year career in Law Enforcement.  I've always liked to drink but since retiring, I don't drink until my guy goes to bed around 8:30 p.m.  then I drink whatever until whenever and most nights don't remember going to bed...Pretty sure this isn't a good thing...

The strangest part is that I don't have ANY drama in my life, no "underlying" problems, great relationship, no worries and NO stressors. WTF is wrong with me?  My mom died from alcoholism at 57.  Im 52 and really don't want to go out like that.  

Fingers crossed.