Had a relapse this past weekend. Blew 10 days of sobriety. Woke up Monday, not only with a hangover, but guilt and shameful soul.  I played the deal game again, only have a few drinks, I am feeling better and can handle it - right.  

My work life is finally starting back up, which is good.  Begin returning to a new normal (as they say). It will be hard to keep the 5 o'clock reward drinking at bay.  That's my weakness. 

Restart, begin again - with hope of help and assistance to win this game - for good.