Dear alcohol,

I’m disappointed that it took me so long to see how bad you were for me.

I’m disappointed that I thought I was a functioning human because I could get right up after a night of drinking and go to the gym.

I’m disappointed it took a DUI for me to realize how much hurt you were causing me.

I’m disappointed that I used you to avoid healing and numb the pain I have always carried.

But after all that I’m so happy you are not a part of my life anymore and that you were a catalyst for my entire transformation.